Why do I feel like something tragic is headed my way?!?! Is it because things are so great right now that they just feel too good to be true? Why do I feel that since my family has not had to deal with anything horrible that is close to us lately, something will happen soon?

Is it weird to think that I will go before any one else in my family? I don't know, I guess those Vince Gill songs I'm listening to on itunes tonight has me in a weird mood.